Going to bed early is not an option.

Why whenever I'm doing something, do I get tired?
Like, I had a lot to write about and I was/am so tired. Now that I'm done, I'm still tired. I decided to go to bed at 1:27 (early for me), but look where I am....
I just cannot express how happy I am with myself.
Even if nothing works out and even if...things don't go as I want, I'm glad that I took a chance. I'm the type of person that doesn't go for things and lets them come to her, and sometimes it never happens. I'm the type of girl that's shy to talk to someone unless spoken to. But...not this time. I don't know who this girl is but it's not the usual me. All these quotes and lyrics about seizing life and not sitting back and taking chances and not regretting....they're all getting to me. Sure, I'm not skydiving or going for my dream, but one little risk at a time, right?

(P.S...I know I keep writing about the same thing: taking risks. But it's what I feel lately. And most of my life, I haven't taken risks. But honestly, in the few times I have, things have worked out.)