I need to take risks. I am not a risktaker whatsoever. The riskiest thing I do is maybe try a new food or something. Like, seriously. I never take chances when it comes to guys. And feelings. And telling them my feelings. or telling friends when i'm upset. I avoid confrontations. I don't take risks when it comes to school. Or life in general.
I am not a risk taker.
Now, I'm despppperately trying to find a way to see my favorite band this fall, which is so difficult. The main thing interfering is school. They're coming to NYC, the closest location, on a school day. Tuesdays and Thursdays, I have 5 classes. I looked anyway on how I could get there and I almmoooost had it when I realized that the latest bus departing NYC to home leaves at 9 pm, when the show starts at 7. I actually thought I could have made it before then. Tickets to the concert are about $20. Tickets for the bus are about $10 either roundtrip or each way. I can manage that. I wouldn't need a hotel. But..then I saw that that's the latest a bus leaves, which would mean missing half the show. Pointless. So now I'm looking into Ohio and taking a train there. It happens to be 10 hours away BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT on a day/few days where I have school off because of a holiday. Only thing...10 HOURS. And no transportation. And then there's the matter of hotels. I think I'm just going to have to sit this tour out but it's killing me. Way to have me see a band that I've been a fan of (but not a huge fan) for years, meet them after the show, think they're the most amazing guys, then have them come nowhere near here on their next tour AFTER I fall in love with them and become obsessed with the members themselves as well as the music. Thanks, life.
Like I said, I must "find a way" (as one of their songs is called)....I need to take a risk. Or get rich.
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